Thursday, October 6, 2011

It's A Lot Better Than It Used To Be versus "Not Better"


Today was my 3 year diagnosis anniversary. Unlike last year or the year prior where I completely missed it... I've anticipated it for the past week. So it's here and I feel pretty awesome about it. The farther out I get, the better I mentally feel. Miles sent beautiful flowers to me at work - it was such an unexpected joy! He told me I was the strongest girl he knew. And you know, when strangers tell me how brave or strong I must be because of what I faced, it sort of makes me think "Well, what else would I have done - not gotten treatment and died? What choice did I have?" But when Miles tells me I'm strong it makes me feel soooo good because it's coming from the one person who saw me every second of every day that I had to (have to) deal with cancer and treatment and the aftermath. So it is very meaningful to me. Thanks, my awesome husband!

He also wrote me a haiku the other day that made me laugh so I wanted to share it:

sunshine sweet sunshine
i hope it brightens your day
glad you're not a vamp

We have been watching a lot of True Blood LOL.

Summer is officially over - maybe we can sneak in one more day at the river at some point? Maybe not. Charlie's wolfpack of one recently grew into a wolfpack of three! It is really awesome getting to see Ruby and Scout all the time now, not to mention Miles' dad. And going forward I have so much to look forward to: We're celebrating our 3rd wedding anniversary later this month with a little Brent Weinbach. My parents are visiting again at the end of the month. We'll be visiting Janeball and her new husband in November. We'll get to celebrate the future Cards' victory with Will Johnson in person in November. And hopefully Miles and I will make it to Texas this winter, seeing as we won't have much reason to anymore after my parents move. I hope that we will run into Riggs.